Friday, September 11, 2015

Feeling Free

That time of year has come where summer sunsets become fall sunrises and we no longer flutter about in the warm sunshine of the day but the crisp cool air of of a new season. A new season indeed. I usually dread when summer becomes fall, for several reasons including the colder weather and the colder weather..LOL It's also probably my most reflective time period (October to be exact...i'm sure we all have that month) but going into this new season, I feel free. I'm not sure I can really articulate how this feeling is but its like a lightness of being where nothing seems to throw me off my course or out of character. I know that I can simply choose who I am and what I want and keep it moving. So much has not really happened since I turn 30, a new job yes, but other than that I have been easing into this decade taking in every moment. And every moment has been pretty damn good.

3 months into this whole being 30 thing and what can I say but this wave of change has been quite interesting, in a good way of course. I marvel at the comfort I find in myself and with myself and I marvel at my inability to make excuses for others. I'm don't know if this is a whole being 30 thing or just a "this is where I am at in life" thing but either way, It has been enjoyable seeing and reflecting on that growth. It's amazing how we truly do create the space we exist in and we have the power to determine how we spend each moment of our lives. I have chosen to be accepting-accepting of the emotions that arise, the vulnerability, the twists and turns presented, and roll with it knowing that I have the skill and capacity to make the most of it and make it through it. Who knows what is in store for me, I do know what I desire (balance, healthy relationships including a supportive partner, adventure, and endless moments that allow me to be taken back by the beauty present that I have no choice but to be present). I'm excited and content and grateful for all that is unfolding for me.

Cheers to manifesting our destiny and living the lives we choose to live!